streda 4. novembra 2009

Rage








"Skôr, než sa vydáš na cestu pomsty, vykop dva hroby."
[Konfucius]





I´m getting a feeling,that I am the last person to be here, last person to be suposed to be here. No,you might think,that I´m just pissed of on something or someone,or I´ve got enough of this learning,but no,I´m pretty sure,that I hate this school...

The question isn´t what hapened to me,or what hapened to the others,the question is,why.Why are these people so stupid,when they speak about love,great relationships among people or other stuff,and on the other hand,they straight throw it away just to show me,that I am not catholic,or I don´t have a faith? No you assholes ,I have a faith,but instead of you, I believe in myself,in my own abilities,and I am not such fuckass that I would wait on someone from the skies to come and help me. All this icons,and "Chesuses",Gods and other bullshits all around me make me sick everyday,every hour,every minute,and every second I spend here trying to make myself a better person and build up my knowledge even greater.You give no chance to those who don´t care about your faith,you give them nothing but pressure. Now I know why there is so little catholics on the world. No,no those catholics,who have only crosses on their neck,I mean real catholics,who realy share people around them,and don´t force them to do this and that.I know - people started to finding out,that you are full of shits with your pretty faces and devils within you. That´s the point!

My answer for you is SCREW YOU, you obsessed people on this freaking school,damn you who make me sick,you,who condemn me,just becouse I am not what you want me to be. Now it´s upon you,it´s your turn,but know this - I WONT CHANGE IN ANY CASE!


(ospravedlnujem sa tym,co su menej zbehli v anglictine,ale zial,v anglickom jazyku sa mi najlepsie vyjadruju pocity a myslienky.)

Venovanie netreba... O tom je cely clanok...

Par "tucnych" filozofickych vyrokov, ktore mi vela dali...

Nikdy nepluj do studne,z ktorej si sa napil... /Konfucius/
Zo vsetkych tvorov na svete iba clovek pije hoci nema smäd,je hoci nema hlad a rozprava hoci nema co povedat... /Steinbeck/
Priatelov si drz blizko,nepriatelov o kus blizsie...
Ty si taky blby,ze aj sama blbost z teba zblbla...

Ozajstny priatel nie je ten,kto Ti strhava ruzove okuliare,ale ten,kto Ti povie,ze v nich vyzeras ako blbec.../Edy/
Zo svojej samoty sa tesim, mozem z nej vyjst,kedy budem chciet./Toto mi vyslo ako heslo pre moje meno,a stotoznil som sa s nim.../
Everybody lies.../Dr. House/
To,že vás ostatní považují za někoho jiného,ještě neznamená,že jím opravdu jste :) /Jenny mi to po odchode od nas tohto roku (2009) nechala nalepene na mojej nastenke,za co som jej vdacny :)/
Ja pri mojom stasti sa nedozijem ani vlastnej smrti.../Edy/